Acutally now i'm rushing off to work, but suddenly just felt like blogging. Last night i dreamt about you. I couldn't see you in my dreamt but we were talking on msn. How funny can it be right. I dreamt that we patched things up and you are willing to give the relationship one more try. I got so happy i woke up. hahaha..

Anyway, i just don't understand myself. I wanted to some many things for you to win you back but just that everytime I'll end up not doing. Because after planning and thinking of what i will do for you, I question myself, will you really come back if i really did all that i have planned? I always lose my confident especially in a relationship. I need time to recover, I need time to change my everything so that I can have the confidents back to win you back. I missed you alot! I really do, each day I wonder what are you doing, are you safe and so on.

I got to rush off le. it's rainning heavily now, and shit my bike instructors. They kept saying my figure 8 is lousy, Next pra I sure ride fast de. Today rainning so i scare. hahaha.. well wish me luck people. = )