the story of him and her
His perspire ran down the side of his face, his breath sounded heavy, his heart triumph when the final whistle blew.

It was her first time watching him from the sidelines, and the first time he saw a spectator that he wanted so much to be there.

She heard so much, too much about him in the court that she could not pass an opportunity to see it with her own eyes. He was one of a kind, but maybe because love was blind.

She sat there and watched his teammates and wonder, 鈥榟ow did she get involve in this circle of friends鈥? She was unlike them, her friends were unlike them, but yet she felt a sense of belonging, because she knew she had every reason to be there- to support him.

Sometimes she laughs at how they first met - A drunk and mischievous boy picked up the phone and blurted rubbish.

But it was all thanks to a friend, who helped strike the first match.

She didn鈥檛 think it was possible initially because nosy blunt tongues would wag at their incompatibility.

Moreover, she was not at a stage in time to seek for someone new.

It was only the first date where everything fell into place.

There was something comforting about him that makes laughing and smiling so easy. Something in the way he interpreted 鈥楴arnia鈥?that makes the movie more like a comedy than drama.

However, his heart only melted come the second date when she beat the red lights to get movie tickets as a surprise. He looked at her with mouth wide open and all he said was 鈥淗uh? You bought?鈥?br />The long walk at one in the morning up and down the quiet Orchard Road showed her how much she wanted this person to walk with her the rest for her journey. He was like a bottle of happiness to her; someone whom she felt will never make her sad.

Her heart was hesitant for a few days but when he popped the question, she could not resist not giving herself into his embrace. The first time he held her hands, his face lighted up when he said 鈥淔inally鈥?

That made her happy. It was a happy day as she spreads word around to her friends. Some reckon she jumped too fast into his ship, some wish her well. Whichever review she got, she knew that her friends would like him.

And she was not wrong. The first time her best friends met him and played with him, they had nothing but praises for his smiles and jokes. All she could say to herself was 鈥淔inally鈥?

They shared many moments together, whether in public, or behind closed doors. Mundane days turn special this way.

9 months passed like 9 years, and the day came when he had to leave.

She can only be satisfied knowing that she didn鈥檛 lose him to another woman, but to god. Someone whom she knew she can never over rule.

Someone whom she knew he would feel happier with. Sometimes she felt that it was unfair, many others in this world deserve to perish, yet the lord took the one she love. Many in this world torture others to live, yet the lord took the one who brought smiles to those around him.

There are many things that she wishes to ask him and god. Many questions that she knows will not be answered.

Yet, all she could do is trust him. Trust him like she always did. Trust that he knew what is best for him. Trust that he knows how to take care of his family. Trust that he knows what is best for his friends. Trust that he knows what is best for her.

Despite him being so far away from her, she continues to trust that someday he will tell her the reason why he had to go so soon. 鈥?Deep inside, she knew he would have a good reason.

Till that day come, she would love to tell her friends to treasure all those around them.

It has been 7 days since they last met and laughed. Nothing will replace him in her heart. But she knows that no matter how much she wants to cling on, she cannot cling on forever.

Time will heal all pain they say, but it will never erase the tattoo drawn with his heart.

TO ALL WHO IS READING THIS!!!!

DO DRINK LOTS OF WATER AND TAKE GREAT CARE OF YOURSELF GUYS!!!!

When my week passed just like a blink of an eye.

Monday & Wednesday - Training
Tuesday - Went to watch Rob-B-Hood
Thursday - Went to watch Singapore Slinger Basketball
Friday - Went for my bike revision
Saturday - Went dragonboat & work
Sunday - Went Bike test (PASSED) & PS (BOUGHT my new HP)

haha. yup, packed again. Met nat at SSDC, she was going for her FIRST driving lesson. hahaha. I PASSED.! So damn happy! haha. Oki now here's the problem, i everytime didn't study for my theory, now i still haven pass my theory. How stupid rite? Anyway, I'm going tomorrow and i think I'll be studying for it. hahaha. Just hope i pass..!!!

Did talked to nat awhile before meeting up with my mom to buy my NEW HP, and i told her i felt kind of lousy. She was right, maybe i really didn't make much effort for my friendship. But nat, you know something, I'm having DragonBoat training on tuesday, thursday and sunday starting from next week. Monday & Wednesday is canoe training. I guess you should understand why am i doing this. I'll make effort for my bros de.

Especially you kai, Hope you will grow strong, there's nothing we can say and that you will listen. I've been through those time, and remember those day how did you 'encourage me and so on'. End up it still depends on myself, so same goes for you. Even like now, i'm going through it again. I already made the same mistake twice, i hope you wouldn't follow me. All i can share with you is, really let nature take its course, let fate and GOD decide. For me, now i know that she is happier, i'm already felt contented. If she's mine, GOD & fate will bring her to me and things will sure work out. But if not, just hope that she's happy and ya, let her be. I believe you know so much better than any of us, so BE STRONG bro!

I realise all these while i have been doubting my love for you D, now you just wanna be friends, and all i can do is to do as you please, but after losing you, if anyone were to ask me again about my feelings towards you, there only 3 words i can say.......... I >3 U... take great care!!! = )

Well, been a busy week this week.

Went training on monday and wednesday.
Tuesday went bike the whole night after work.
Thursday went to my aunty house for dinner instead of running.
Friday went KBox with Sharon, Serene and Angela
Saturaday after work, went for Shawn's brthday celebration and my A23 dinner gathering.
Today going for bike later then off to work at beacon.

Anyway, wondering went my ankle will really recover? Hai, it will start aching went i stand too long. Haze was bad for the last few days, and the PSI was 150 last night. People who has asthma try to stay at home and people...!!!!! DRINK MORE WATER.!

Apologies to......

NACC, sorry i didn't make it for the camp. I know many of u were kind of disappointed when i told you guys i'm couldn't make it. Really sorry because there were 2 birthday celebration and 1 class gathering that i have to attend. Hope you guys understand. Hope it was a success and you guys have fun. = )

Brother kai, stay strong man.! I've past my stage of letting go, hope things will turn out good instead, for you. No worries, i'l try to meet up with you guys soon, i haven't forget about our next KBox outing. hahaha.

People in A03, will meet up soon but not with a group of you. hehe. Because i'll feel weird and SHY if i one shot go out with like 16 girls. haha. So small groups ba if you guys can meet up.

To Ai Ling&Jasmine&Emily
You said you've got something for me, so i guess i have to meet up with you real soon. haha. but where shall we go? There's this new shppoing mall at Habour Front, heard it's huge. Want to go see see look look? haha. Message me and let me know oki?Especially Ai Ling!!!! = )

Been busy with training lately and get damn tired.

Hai, many of my friends said i looked small size now, and worse of all, the first thing they said was my right side of the hair go bore faster than my left side. Heart was crying like mad. But what to do right. Anyway, i joined the 10km for the standard charter thingy. Been training my running these few days, leg muscle ach like hell. hehe. Become kind of weak after not training for 3 weeks due to my injured ankle. it's recovering already even though it may hurt after sometime when jogging.

Finally got answer from you. Was glad to hear the truth even though the truth always hurt. However, it's better this way than i keep guessing right. It's not easy for us to be friend after a relationship, but no matter what we still 'know' each other right? So ya, friend. I still have lots to learn and if i really want to get you back, i think it wouldn't be easy. Like i say, it was fate that bought us together, and if we are meant to be, fate will bring us back together. = )

Yesterday i lost my handphone my uncle gave me. Hai, how careless can i get that i even forget to zip my bag. I'm damn sad but look at the bright side, only that phone fell out, my nano, wallet and another handphone did not fell out. Hai

Today i receive the news for my deferment for my NS. I thought i could defer and go australia to further my studies first before going to NS. And i always assume, mom called and they said i can't because if we want to defer NS for studies, it must be for POLY, A level or you are really smart with a scholarship. Was very excitied about the deferment and kept thinking about it. Well just hope by the time i finished my NS i can concentrate for my studies. I've already plan my road, and my grandma and supported me to go after my NS.

It might not be the best week i had, but great weeks awaits me ahead. Learning to see things on the brighter side, learning to take it lightly too. I'll prove to you that my feelings towards and for you are true. Hope time will tell.... = )