Thursday, September 28, 2006


Sick and injured, what more???

Was sick since tuesday night, and went to work on wednesday. Basically i was feeling very sick while working but manage to survive till 5.30pm. Went home straight, took medicine and went to sleep for awhile. Woke up and i felt better, after dinner shower and using the computer, the SICK feeling was back, so I took the medicine again and off i went to wonderland.

Manage to wake up today and went to work. Wanted to go work today because after work i'll be meeting my mom and her colleagues for our standard chartered 'training'. haha. Sounds cool right? Joining the 10km run with F&N's lawyers. haha. Even though i wasn't fully recovered and my ankle still hurts, the thinking of jogging and running just makes me so energatic. Finally i reached mom's office and it's like the 22nd floor. I thought the higher your office is the higher your position. This was the second time i went to mom's office. The first time still young so didn't really know what was mom doing, but today, i finally realise how capable my mom is and really inspire me to work as hard as her. Her desk was so filled with file and documents and tons of work. I want to be like her when i'm able to enter the work force, she's so cool. I love my mom!!!

Hai, but the jog was cancelled, because i kept coughing and my mom was worried and her colleagues (all lawyers) had a meeting with their boss. Well, one of them said next week. Well, by monday i believe my ankle should be fine so i meet Jun Sheng to train together too. He also joining the RUN but the joined the 20km one. hahaha. Still feeling sick, actually luckily didn't run, need rest le. nite nite to everyone. Please take care of yourself people and drink more water.

Thanks for letting me know you still care!!! Take care too!!! = )

;I'm living wifout u;.
10:18 PM

Tuesday, September 26, 2006


Well came home early yesterday and today. Can u guys believe it, i managed to finished all my files and i even requested them to give me things to do. I don't know why Mr Yeo keep saying that tax is easy and we should only take 30mins to finish one company. I jus can't do it maybe because i'm just too curious at what i'm looking at. Chin Tai keep telling me 'Wa, you ask good questions' then will ask me to check this and that, usually the problems i faced, he would say 'You are the first attachment student to ask me this'. In my heart i'm like, 'WHAT?? am i that sway?' haha.

Finished my work = no work = filing = boring = slow time pass = restless.......

haha, because i fell asleep while doing filing. Had a bad sore throat today due to the k box, and maybe cause last nite i ate alot of heaty stuffs. hahaha. Ankle still not yet recover because when i was taking the train back, my ankle felt so uncomfortable. haha.

It's always easy to ask people to forget someone but it's so difficult to do it when it comes to us. Today i started wondering again, why do i feel sad when i think of her, that shouldn't be the case what. All along i thought went i think of her i should be happy? Then i started laughing at myself for being how dumb i was. But to think again, i can't control myself, i was sad because i know i lost her and i could have forever. Everyone can tell me how stupid i am, how i should move on or go find someone better, but that is not what i really want. You know what i want.

MY STAND STILL STANDS STRONG!!!!

Remember what i told you?

I'll learn to smile whenever i think of you, misses are all you!!!

;I'm living wifout u;.
8:46 PM

Sunday, September 24, 2006


Sunday is already ending. Basically i spent the whole day sleeping and slacking. And you all should know it suck especiallyfor me. When i rest i tent to think back the past and all and the feeling is .............. haha. You all sohld know la.

Anyway how can i sleep the whole day. Because i went swimming on thursday after work. Hai, my ankle hurt so much la. Hai, after swim can feel the slight pain, felt so uncomfortable la..! But i guess it's better now, cause today i climb the stairs it didn't felt as painful as the past few days.

Then i manage to force myself up from the bed and went to work on friday. Went off quite late but still reach on time. During work, my phone kept ringing but i can't pick up la. Because friday was kai's birthday and everyone is asking me to meet. haha. They miss me you know. The only one who stay so far from them, wonder went can i move back to jurong, i miss the smell of jurong, miss my bed, my room and everything. hahaha. I took my clothes to change at the office after work and everyone was like 'WA today going out with girlfriend huh' In my heart i said how i wish i had one, but then i answered them ya. haha. Cause it's my gay's birthday what. hahaha. Went to meet them at orchard and went for dinner at Heeren, the place where is used to be Machie. Anyway the system is the same just that they changed the name and the management. haha. Don't know why i just keep eating and didn't care about the prices. Maybe because this month my phone bill is only $30. haha. i can't believe it myself too. I spent $40 for my own dinner. How cool la. haha. 11 of us went there, and after dinner i suggested KBOX, i missed K-ing. And everyone agreed and we went to marina outlet. Took a bus there and talk cock along the way. Then Ah bird had to go back to camp so the rest of us wait taxi with him before our 'CONCERT' start. hahaha. We booked a room with the pool table because the DAMN girl told us it would cost us $28 net, and i doubted and comfirmed with her and still the answer was $28 net. No +++, just $28 net. But when the bill came, each of us have to pay $36, Zheng Yi and i were shocked. Immediatly off i asked to see talk to manager. He came and sounded quite resonable, however inside my heart was in 'for F*** the girl told us is $28 net' but don't know why i didn't ask him and just agreed to pay. Nevertheless (did i spell it right), we enjoyed ourselves, Jun Kai, after a few rounds of pool never stop singing or i should say ' mastering his evil laugh and shouting' = x hahaha. Wint Aung sang more than 5 songs haha. Fat joe still sings like Zhang Xin Zhe. Alex sang, and he completed the song with us and everyone was like 'Wa you end the song leh' and keeping shouting " ALEX ALEX ALEX' like his concert like that. haha. I, keep singing through out lo, sometimes repeat the songs. haha. We sang from 10pm-4am. the next thing you know, some of us already can't talk properly. haha. i took a cab home and reached home about 4.30am.

I woke up at 730, showered and off i went to work. haha. So damn tired, on my way to work had a bad headach. I can't think properly during work but still manage to finished some files and lodged 2 companies tax. Then about 2pm, Phyo and Winnie came and we went to Bugis for movie. haha. Phyo drive, Winnie sat quietly beside and I keep irritate the both of them. Because I have to keep myself awake and not to fall asleep. hehe. Almost met an accident because we made a U-turn when we can't, almost hit a trishaw. haha. The trishaw was at fault too, cause he cycle then the man was RED.! Walked to Raffle Hotel cause phyo wanted to buy something from LV. Oki i don't how to spell but the service they give, it's so damn good la. Everything there was so expensive but it's worth investing like all girls will tell me. One day, i'll get something from there for my another half. kekeke. Watched 'John Tucker must die' and Bugis movie flashes lots of memories. Remembered the day i watched 'Just my Luck' on our 1st offical date. Yup, just my luck for losing you, but i'll not going to give up that easily. = ) After movie, we went for steamboat buffet. I stopped eating not because i was full or the food was bad, it was because i'm tired, so tired to even drink the water. haha. Went home by taking the MRT because Phyo stay at Tama Jurong and Winnie at Jurong Point, way off when phyo offered to send me back. After i showered, BANG, off i went to bed.

That's why today i was sleeping the whole. AND I FAIL MY PRA 4.2 again not because of the courses but because i followed this guy blindly. How can i be so no confidence with myself, if i didn't follow him, i might pass today. Hai. Widow ar Widow, when can i ride on you????

Take care guys..! i missed you especially today!!! = )

;I'm living wifout u;.
8:47 PM

Wednesday, September 20, 2006


Finally got song le.. hehehe. xie xie ni XIONG!!!! haha..

Nice song.......

Meant alot to me, the time during my brother's 21st birthday and so many other thing....

Can only listen like normal song le.....

-= Gen Wo Ni De Ai =-

can that happen again? asking not thinking..

;I'm living wifout u;.
9:52 PM

Tuesday, September 19, 2006


I've got a question to ask now...

Why do people always say ' find someone who love you more than you love him/her.' Then why do people will take the one who love them more for granted? I mean we humans always take things for regranted right? Then why in a relationship, if you love the person more, things wouldn't turn out the way u want it to be? But whoever 'acts tougher' in the relationship, usually the tougher one will get to 'control' the relationship. How should i rephrase it?

Whoever is dao in the relationship, the one kanna dao will love the other more and the dao one dao all the way. haha. Understand???? hahaha..

Anyway maybe that's not the case, it's just a question that suddenly came to me.

Anyway, whoever is reading this, in a relationship, don't be like the bastard here. Only use mouth is not enough, action always speaks louder than words. Girls like action more than words. It's so easy to say but difficult to do. So guys, now we all know why girls like mature guys. Because they know the meaning of this sentence and their actions is always louder than words. I can say alot, but now, i don have the ability to do what i say. Always cherish the one u loved. I'm still learning how, never been a good player in relationship. I love you, but there's nothing i can do. All i can do is to let you go and have a happy life right? = )

;I'm living wifout u;.
12:30 AM




;I'm living wifout u;.
12:26 AM

Sunday, September 17, 2006


No matter how angry i am, how angry i am with my family, i just can't pass my emoitional stage. Like my grandma and mother, i get soft hearted easily. I still care for my family alot, i still love my family alot. The things my dad and brother did sometimes may be disappointing, but no matter, they are will still be the one i love.

When i stop thinking, i really felt better.

Never will i cry or be sad when i lose you, I'll be happy from now cause you were with me in my life journey once.

If we were meant to be, we are meant to be.

You already know how many i care, no matter how every night forward you messages, it will soon irritate you. What for right? knowing that you are happy with what you have now, happy with what you are doig now, I'm already please. No point be sad, no point keep asking you out, no point keep thinking too.

God will show the way, Time will prove everything.......... Amen = )

;I'm living wifout u;.
9:29 PM



Results out friday, guess what, i pass all.

TAX 2 - B+
CSP - B
AFA - B
CLAW - C
AUDIT 2 - D+

well, i dare i was worried for my claw and audit. but all can see that i passed, and i'm more than happy. i didn't set any target this time, although i always want to have GPA of 3. haha. But for AFA and TAX i thought i could score higher. But i give thanks..

Went out with Abbey, Nat, Alex, Wei Jin and one of Wei Jin's friend after work on friday. Because i've got nothing to do and basically to 'celebrate' my passed results. The whole day was pleasing because most of my friends from A23 and A03 all pass their modules too. Scare the whole lot of us when Claw stun us with those unexpected questions. Worries over, now atachment. Should i be happy about? I don't, if it is not LAU CHIN HUAT maybe i will. = x hahaha. Anyway 5 months is nothing compared to 3 years in poly life. It was like yesterday, first camp, orientation camp, new faces, new knowledge and so many more.

I've been recalling about my poly life, and i realise i'm always in saddness. Every final exams, it's always BGR problem. 1st 3 sem exams was kept thinking of Clara, then year 2 sem 2 exam was Wan Yun, lastly year 3 sem 1 was Deseree. i'm such a loser. Wei Jin always say i like to tell people how 'ke lian' i am. But guys i hate people who pity me, i tell you all what's happening is because i so tired of keeping it in my heart anymore, i rather let things out than to hide them. The happiest time in poly is get to know alots and alots of people, my classmates and camp friends. i missed the company. And when i don't think about relationship, i realise i really enjoy my life and i'm really happy. No stress, no problem, no saddness and no nothing.

Yesterday after work i went out with my godmother, went for lunch and get the things she wants. After that we parted and i was all alone in orchard. At first i felt lonely, called my 'gays' and all of them are busy, called nat and B but they have their programme too. I also called her but went i see her number, i didn't dial because i know the response. So i walked around orchard and it's so fun and happening, luckily i wasn't with anyone because i don't have to worry if the things i'm seeing is boring worry about this and that. Then i realise i'm single again. Walked around orchard and finally i went to find my grandma in the end. Watch a 'nice show' and went home. Well it feels good but always wish that you were here with me.

Now, i need to struggle with studies, all i have to do is to finished my attachment, finished my NS and off i go to Australia for my studies. Seriously i don't want to stay here anymore, i can't take it, my family problems suck and my poor mother is suffering. How i wish i can just bring her away from this house. If i can't let such a small things go, how can i let go if i go oversea and study. I'm not strong went comes to emotional things, family and especially relationship. Because if i have a family, i wouldn't let the same things to happen.

Just pray hard for my to be strong and overcome everything guys.... thanks!!!

;I'm living wifout u;.
2:42 PM

Wednesday, September 13, 2006


After so long, today is like the lastest time i'm going to bed after attachment starts. Well eveyone is not online is they used to be, maybe is because everyday we are staring at the computer that's why.

Sometimes, it's better not to talk about it and really it helps. But it's painful to go through. You keep thinking and not happens. You can't stop thinking and i really don't know how to control my thoughts. Well, time may do the work, i also not sure. No one can answer me, all the answers i want wasn't really given by me. Sometimes i wish she would just tell me straight saying she have no feelings for me anymore, or even i don't like you anymore. Like that i will feel better so much 'better' as in i wouldn't always give myself false hope telling myself there's always hope in us. It's true i listened to so many opinions and really they affect me, but i always still do the things i want but always felt stupid when i recalled all that had been said to me, then i'll stop. Maybe if i've my own firm stand, things would turn out this way.

I hope to talk to you, talk means really sit down and talk, if there's nothing to talk about, it's obvious, we will be only friends but i'll still care and love you. But now, you are giving me that feeling that we are only friends, but from what i heard is so different. that's why till now, i'm still holding on so tightly.

Anyway, like i say, time right, let tell prove everything. Actually along i already plan not to contact her during our attachment, but 1 key person said something to me which really affects me and change my thinking. I also don't know what i'm talking about le. The point is, meet me 1 day and have a 'good talk' with me. I really want to know how you feel.

;I'm living wifout u;.
12:24 AM

Sunday, September 10, 2006


I don't who to ask, who to tell, who to listen.....

i asked myself and i made up my mind i want her back, but always got beaten down. I always knew the feelings is over, but i always tired so hard to convince myself it is not.

But her action show everything.! Am i thinking alot, I don't know. I'm guessing everyday, I'm so impatiention. Even the blind, the deaft can tell that she's avoiding me. I can feel it too. I don't want to accept the truth, but why am i making myself so tired and upset.

I know i missed her, I know alot of things, but now i always question myself am i knowing and guessing all right? Am i really going to give you up?

Guess what, I'll not talk about her from now on because i also don't want to disturb her life. I just want to live a relationship free life now. I love her and i know what i said to her and friends will come true. I'm tired, tired of giving all my feelings, tired of heart breaks, tired of losing the one I love, tired of missing and thinking, and tiring of guessing.

Since everyone is saying give one another time, fine i'll give all the time in the world......
To tell people I love Deseree, i say not tired but the people who are listening will feel tired. Translate in chinese. Ya i love you still deseree, missing so badly as well........

Time, you, everything, i give up, i don't like this feeling, i feel like a mad person, a dumb person.

i want to e happy again, i want no one to worry for me, i want to keep myself busy....... I will let time and GOD decide. Since everyone says time time time will prove everything. SO BE IT....!

;I'm living wifout u;.
11:27 PM



Damn, i so used to wake up at 6 plus 7 le. i couldn't sleep after the time. Shit i'm so tired yet i can't sleep. haha. Maybe i should go for a run. Hai, every night almost had the same dream. i can dream of nothing but tax. DAMN i think i really have to read up my tax notes le. Hai, basic all there but all got mixed up. hahaha. Well people, you guys have to wish me luck man. haha. Result will be out in like 4 more days.. So pray hard and all the best people of A23 and A03..!!! = )

;I'm living wifout u;.
11:12 AM

Saturday, September 09, 2006


Finally, 1st week of attachment had past. This means hell for me, because Jun Wei is not staying, and i'm all alone wifth Chin Tai (my ATP supervisor). Hai, since attachment started, i'm so filled with saddness, i don't why but i just felt sad at time. I meant after work, during my sleep, when i wake up. I missed her so badly lately. Why can't i just have my busy busy holiday again? Without making myself busy i'll keep thinking of her, think till i want to go mad. I missed her alot!

I talked to her on msn, msg her and everytime is like friends. I'm so bad at timing, everytime i ask her out, she sure got some reason for not turning up. Or i just think too much. I don't, can anyone tell me? I know i said mean things to her but i already apologise for my immature way. Hai. This feeling just doesn't feel good at all. But well, now all i ask is to know whether are you oki with things in life.

Well but today my family made me happy. All my aunties and uncles came over and had dinner. I missed all my aunties la, miss the time we usually joke around. But i'm kinda mad with my uncle, my grandma put in so much effort just to prepare tonight's dinner. At the start of the dinner, he like shouted at my grandma to ask her stop asking people to sit and eat, then he complained saying thought is a simple meal, why cook this and that. The moment he came he ask my grandma whether she got cook vegetable anot. My grandma DAMN GOOD la, she cooked the dishes all is my aunties and uncles favourite. Why just he can't appreciate what grandma's hard work and just say 'thanks ma ma'. Jun Kai's grandma just past away and i just return from the funeral, then i ask myself, what if my grandma also past away. I'll break down for sure cause i LOVED my grandma so much. I never fails to tell her i love her, and thank her for everything she done for me. I hope there wouldn't be a day i'll shout at my uncle saying 'WHEN SHE ALIVE DID YOU NOT TOOK HER FOR GRANTED'

I also always tell my mom i love her. Because no one will know what will happen tomorrow right. Now know why i always want to call her and tell her how much i care. Because i already regretted losing her, i don't want to regret not telling her how much i actually care for her. If you are reading this, why make yourself so busy? Why don't you just share your burden with me, that i am most willing to go through with you? Is it so hard to be with me, do you still have feelings for me? Can i once again hold your hands, hug you, kiss you and love you like what we to do? Is it so hard to just throw all your burden onto me and let me be your resting point? I know we've been quarrelling, but you know that day we broke off i already told you i'll not keep quarrelling with you cause both of us are tired. i really want to end our quarrels, and learnt to communicate with one another properly. Is that so hard for you to do with me? Am i that scary to you? So many things to ask, but there always no answer. When will you be willing to cover my mouth again when i yawn? I missed your laughter, your smiles, your voice, your warmth, your eyes and your smell. I miss you!

I keep talking about you, thinking of you because i'm so scare i'll forget about you. i don't want that to happen. I don't want to forget you. You are always remembered. = ) hearing that you are working like mad and busy meeting so many people, kind of worry for your health, hope you are taking good care of yourself. I don't why but i keep sensing that something had happened to you. Hope you are not keeping it to yourself....

;I'm living wifout u;.
11:34 PM

Thursday, September 07, 2006


Today was rushing and rushing for tax. So many to ask, so many to remember, so many to do. haha. Well, but look at the bright side, my time passed really fast. But tiring to my eyes. I don't why this week seems aimless to me. Everyday wake up in the morning go to work and just seems so fixed. I wanted to do alot of things, things for myself and doing things that will make myself happy.

Well i did something today, actually i'm happy now. I don't why but this is how i'm feeling now. hahaha. Yesterday i did blog, but wasn't lucky to post it on time because my uncle off the connection. So sad, i blog so may yesterday. haha. Shall keep it short today, my eyes had been staring at the computer screen for like 8 hours. DAMN TIRED!! hahaha.

;I'm living wifout u;.
10:03 PM

Tuesday, September 05, 2006


Today was my second day of attachment. Had a busy morning that's why the time really fast. finished almost everything that was assigned to me. haha. I was quite happy though to finishing so fast. haha but of cause with the help of Jun Wei. Thanks!!

Went out for lunch opposite Queensway MRT there. haha. To think back, i'm so fated to Queensway. haha. i used to take train to Queensway when i'm working at Ikea. Today i realise something about myself, about 2pm everyday, i tent to sleepy, it's my 'sleeping time'. haha. Today same thing happened. i keep falling asleep la. Got so irritated that i used my head to bang the table, Jun Wei thought i crazy. haha. After that did some amendments for the work i did in the morning. After i finished, i learnt to call IRAS to check whether the FORM C was receive by IRAS. haha. Was easy but i have alot to call. haha. i spent almost 2 hours on the phone today.

Knock off about 6.45pm with Abbey and we went to Ikea for dinner. Actually wanted to call Nat along but she damn dao, never pick up my phone. haha. After dinner, i accompanied Abbey to Emily's house to return her shoe Abbey borrowed on friday. Then i head home and i was so tired after i reach home la. Sista so sorry, is not i don't want to talk to you, but i'm just tired.

Why do i still care for her is because i still have a very strong for her. I missed her so much.! Missed till i afraid that i might do stupid things again to scare her away. i missed you alot do you know that? Anyway, take care.....

Guys do u all know, i'm like earning about $1 - $2 per hour only. haha. So poor thing right, for Shi Li, Abbey and me. hahaha. Poor us......

;I'm living wifout u;.
10:15 PM

Monday, September 04, 2006


Well today was my first day of attachment. Went out early because it's not nice to be late on first day of work. Abbey and Shi Li wore like what they usually wear but for me, i have to have formal. Felt so weird to wear formal la. I'm like always wearing sporty type of cloths then today whole day wear formal. haha. think i have to get use to it then can survive for my attachment.

Start off work with the help from Jun Wei. He will be teaching me and passing down all his work to me. Jun Wei taught me alot and i think he somehow OVER do it. there was once when he was telling me something i fell asleep. So sorry, you know i didn't mean it. Because i'm so not use in sitting down for hours staring at the computer. i keep wanting to move around to make myself awake. Went out for lunch with Vinda, Jun Wei, Shi Li and Abbey. Then Vinda and Jun Wei talked about their experience working in LCH. And lunch time past so fast la. i don't believe you know. A bowl of noodles, walking distance is equal to 1 hour of my lunch time. haha. When back to office and worked and time thicks off so slowly. hai.. i need to change my mind set about work. haha. so that instead of complaining i can enjoy working. haha.

Then work and work finally it was time to go. 6 o'clock i thought was ok to leave the office and go for training, but Chin Tai (my supervisor) was shock that i was leaving and he asked me whether i ok anot. Of cause i have to say ok, then he said he will test me tomorrow. - _ - "
i shouldn't say anything la. haha. Then Mr Yeo (LCH's partner) came and ask me where i was going. i told him i was going training. He asked again every monday? i said every monday and wednesday, then he look shocked and said this is bad, i think the rest of the days you better stay back. I was like what the, what else can i say but ok. They don't expect us to leave early, but to be honest, i did learn alot of things.

Went training and realise everyone already finished because they started early. However, still i went to self train and i saw Jun Sheng. Dennis went too and we talked about how bad is our first day of attachment. hahaha. First day is always like that right, when tomorrow will be a better day for me. I need to go rest le, i'm damn tired.......

How was your work today? I hope it went well for you. Remember don't let people bully you and do take great care of yourself. -=missed=-

;I'm living wifout u;.
11:24 PM

Sunday, September 03, 2006


OMG!!!! lol.. Soon I'll be waking up, wearing formal to work. I hope the people there will be nice. I hope i can mix well there.

Sista, remember what you hor, meet every 2 weeks for dinner. Remember to ask the rest to come also oki. haha. Since it's your idea. haha. Anyway all the best to everyone going attachment tomorrow. Hope you guys meet good people..!!! = )

Tired tired tired me............................................... ZZZZZZZZZZZZzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

;I'm living wifout u;.
11:14 PM



Finally i got to rest well. It's been so busy this holiday. Maybe is because i made it busy. haha. Well seriously, i very long very enjoy making myself this busy le. It's really tired but well at least i can make myself sleep long for tonight. hehehe.

Chai Fong, Xiao Ting and Lester...

Please take great care of yourself when all of you are doing your attachment.


Friday went my attachment company because LCH wanted to see the 3 of us, me, Shi Li and Abbey. I will not go into detail what we did because i will end up bitching about it. = x hahaha. We were given assignment to do already la and monday we have to start work. haha. After that we to eat and i meet emily to pass her some stuff. Then off we go heading to Changi Airport to send Chai Fong off for her attachment at budget terminal, haha damn cool la. Because it's really budget. We'll be missing you girl. Do enjoy yourself and take great care of yourself. Keat Yi will miss you so much de, so if can faster come back.. = ) When we leave Keat Yi cried and i almost too, don't why nowadays i very emotional, abit abit I'll also feel like crying. After that, Nat and I waited for Alex at CityHall control station. They asked me to join them but i reject them cause i just don wanna be so bright. at the same time, i need to be alone to think about somethings. Went to starbuds, ordered a drink, sat down and i started thinking many things. Things about Deseree and me. Now you all know why i make myself so busy. hehe. To keep myself occupied so that i wouldn't do stupid thing anymore. But still, i did alots of thinking and ya, if can i really hope to be with her again. Then off i went for work, and Jun Kai and IZ came to find me. When i was about to knock off, Alex came too. 4 Big boys went to ceni to watch 'CLICK' for the 2nd time at 1.40am. haha. Got no choice because Jun Kai was feeling down so have to pei him go. I keep falling asleep in the movie because i was too tired le. haha. After the show, took a cab home, reached about 4 and i sleep immeditaly. haha.

I woke up at 6 plus cause i have to rush to east coast for the new balance aquqthlon event as a sea marshal. Hai got burned so badly. now my lips hurts, my face and my arms. I partnered with Chin Chong and both of us fell asleep in the boat. I leak of sleep and under the HOT sun, wa tell you the feeling damn suck. Finally the last event ended and i quickly rush to shower cause i still have work at beacon. I managed to reach early and i fell asleep outside the berverage store. haha. So funny la, so many small kids thought what happen to me, why i sleep there. haha. Start work abt 5 and at first Razali say open at 630pm, who know i act smart ask him open early. Alot of people came la. Then end up i cock the system up, kanna scolded by him for awhile then oki le. Maybe i was too tired and my mind was occupied by what emily told me. Work work work until 11pm then knock off. Really really tired, didn't went bed after i showered because i still got the assignment to download. Took me awhile to download and i couldn't control my eyes and i went to sleep. haha. Well i manage to get up and went for church and my bike pra. Hai, why i so suck at bike. when i practising, i'm so good la, but when the instructor say 'oki show me how you do' i always fail to perform well. Fail again for pra 4.2 going back on friday night. Jia You. Tomorrow is the start of my attachment. All the best for me, B and Shi Li ba.. hahaha..

All the best for nat and the rest of A23 and A03. Hope you guys we will do well. But remember to meet up so can bitch around about our work oki. hahaha..

Hope everything will be oki for you, i apologise for not being understanding and the way i'm treating you. Especially on saturday. emily told me about it. Now that i know you are fine, i'm really happy and relieve. Hope things turn out well for your attachment. Don't go think about so many things le just Jia You ba..!!

;I'm living wifout u;.
4:06 PM

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