Results out friday, guess what, i pass all.

TAX 2 - B+
CSP - B
AFA - B
CLAW - C
AUDIT 2 - D+

well, i dare i was worried for my claw and audit. but all can see that i passed, and i'm more than happy. i didn't set any target this time, although i always want to have GPA of 3. haha. But for AFA and TAX i thought i could score higher. But i give thanks..

Went out with Abbey, Nat, Alex, Wei Jin and one of Wei Jin's friend after work on friday. Because i've got nothing to do and basically to 'celebrate' my passed results. The whole day was pleasing because most of my friends from A23 and A03 all pass their modules too. Scare the whole lot of us when Claw stun us with those unexpected questions. Worries over, now atachment. Should i be happy about? I don't, if it is not LAU CHIN HUAT maybe i will. = x hahaha. Anyway 5 months is nothing compared to 3 years in poly life. It was like yesterday, first camp, orientation camp, new faces, new knowledge and so many more.

I've been recalling about my poly life, and i realise i'm always in saddness. Every final exams, it's always BGR problem. 1st 3 sem exams was kept thinking of Clara, then year 2 sem 2 exam was Wan Yun, lastly year 3 sem 1 was Deseree. i'm such a loser. Wei Jin always say i like to tell people how 'ke lian' i am. But guys i hate people who pity me, i tell you all what's happening is because i so tired of keeping it in my heart anymore, i rather let things out than to hide them. The happiest time in poly is get to know alots and alots of people, my classmates and camp friends. i missed the company. And when i don't think about relationship, i realise i really enjoy my life and i'm really happy. No stress, no problem, no saddness and no nothing.

Yesterday after work i went out with my godmother, went for lunch and get the things she wants. After that we parted and i was all alone in orchard. At first i felt lonely, called my 'gays' and all of them are busy, called nat and B but they have their programme too. I also called her but went i see her number, i didn't dial because i know the response. So i walked around orchard and it's so fun and happening, luckily i wasn't with anyone because i don't have to worry if the things i'm seeing is boring worry about this and that. Then i realise i'm single again. Walked around orchard and finally i went to find my grandma in the end. Watch a 'nice show' and went home. Well it feels good but always wish that you were here with me.

Now, i need to struggle with studies, all i have to do is to finished my attachment, finished my NS and off i go to Australia for my studies. Seriously i don't want to stay here anymore, i can't take it, my family problems suck and my poor mother is suffering. How i wish i can just bring her away from this house. If i can't let such a small things go, how can i let go if i go oversea and study. I'm not strong went comes to emotional things, family and especially relationship. Because if i have a family, i wouldn't let the same things to happen.

Just pray hard for my to be strong and overcome everything guys.... thanks!!!