Tuesday, September 26, 2006
Well came home early yesterday and today. Can u guys believe it, i managed to finished all my files and i even requested them to give me things to do. I don't know why Mr Yeo keep saying that tax is easy and we should only take 30mins to finish one company. I jus can't do it maybe because i'm just too curious at what i'm looking at. Chin Tai keep telling me 'Wa, you ask good questions' then will ask me to check this and that, usually the problems i faced, he would say 'You are the first attachment student to ask me this'. In my heart i'm like, 'WHAT?? am i that sway?' haha.
Finished my work = no work = filing = boring = slow time pass = restless.......
haha, because i fell asleep while doing filing. Had a bad sore throat today due to the k box, and maybe cause last nite i ate alot of heaty stuffs. hahaha. Ankle still not yet recover because when i was taking the train back, my ankle felt so uncomfortable. haha.
It's always easy to ask people to forget someone but it's so difficult to do it when it comes to us. Today i started wondering again, why do i feel sad when i think of her, that shouldn't be the case what. All along i thought went i think of her i should be happy? Then i started laughing at myself for being how dumb i was. But to think again, i can't control myself, i was sad because i know i lost her and i could have forever. Everyone can tell me how stupid i am, how i should move on or go find someone better, but that is not what i really want. You know what i want.
MY STAND STILL STANDS STRONG!!!!
Remember what i told you?
I'll learn to smile whenever i think of you, misses are all you!!!
;I'm living wifout u;.
8:46 PM