So much had happened, so much had past.

All that is left are only memories, scars and misses.

Went was the last time he called me out for basketball and i rejected him, how he scold me fuck you on the phone and how he say he would ask me out for basketball anymore.

We lost a brother, a really close one, not best friend but brother. He left us early to the kingdom of GOD. Heard he didn't bear to leave but by GOD's will, he left before us. Do i hate GOD? No i don't, cause both Alex and I believe in him. He does things for a reason, GOOD people don't live long, cause GOD don't wan them to suffer so much on earth and He calls his faithful children back early to let them enjoy life in heaven. I hope I can see him in heaven too!

We all missed him, Nat miss him so much that everytime i see her talked about him, my heart ach so much. Kai, Ming, Aung, Bird, Z, Yi, Sam, Joe ( fat n skinny) , his sister and me, all of us miss his voice and laughter. Our laughter do not sound as happy as it was, but i believe time will heal all things. After this accident, our bond grew stronger and Aung told me this, it always when we lose this we then will treasure the things we have.

I regretted, i seriously did. I miss those basketball days, KFC after the game, chats and laughter, jokes shared, secrets shared and so many other things. I've been going for more ball games now, and you know what, basketball is still my favourite. Everytime i hold the ball, shoot the ball or even pass it, the game, the feeling is so so nice. Sorry bros, i don't when i'll move back but i seriously miss the place i once stayed.

I've already lost 1 brother, and i told you i don't want to lose anyone else, especially you. Haven't been messaging you, I missed you. Don't know whether you did receive my message the last time but i hope u did finish reading. I just want to tell you, I missed you alot. I'm not giving up still, just that i don't want to disturb your life.

Time passed really fast, it's been like 3 or 4 weeks since the accident, but everytime seems like yesterday. Hope all of us grow strong together and keeps him in us happily as we move on. NAT you see this, you know what i want to say oki. You should know.! = )

So yesterday, yesterday, yesterday......................................................