Still not sleeping for me i guess.
TIME: 2.20am

Anyway, i've not been going out lately. why? Becoz i keep going to different house to play MAHJONG.! i wonder who is the smart one who invented this game. haha, been losting and winning too. But if i were to calculate, i'm still losing quite abit. haha.

Oki 1st thing 1st, i play is not becoz i'm addicted to gambling. My bros knows i used to hate it alot even thou i still play. I played is becoz it's really fun. But, i still didn't manage to master the beauty of tis game. GUARDING!!! haha. trying to learn, maybe ta's why i'm losing. haha. well i might be slow be no choice. haha. don worry, i'll onli get addicted to gamble if GOD destory all the sports and games in the world. haha. Been coming home at 9 10 plus in the morning. i guess my mom miss me alot, always tried to talk to me. haha. i miss her too.

Tis whole month i'm so into myself. doing thing my way, doing thing i like, i forgot someone, someone whom muz not be forgotten. that is GOD. Well, when was the last time i mention him, all i remember, it's not tis week. Hai, there's still so many things i wanna do, coaching license, bike TP, fittness, movies, gathering and so many so many. well i'm not managing my time well. so many last min programmes.

But i think comes june i pack myself wif lots of thing before i serve my country.

1st Malaysia wif Da lao po and aunty wendy
2nd I'll go sign up for coaching
3rd Malaysia again, CHURCH CAMP ( i miss camps )
4th Bike TP
5th NP graudation cum DND
6th NS preparation
7th gathering wif all my bros, frens and love ones
8th going to see xin xin ( i hope so )

so many things but only 1 me. Went to watch -=NEXT=- Cage could turn into so many ppl la. everyone in the show were like WA!!!! hahaha. so funny. he's still 1 of my favourite actor. can onli act nice guy. haha. i onli remember tis saying.
LIFE SHOULD BE FULL OF SURPRISES
well indeed, if u can see ur future, wat's the point of living den. we get happy, sad, hurt and crazy as time goes by. ta makes our living worth while and contented.

Xiong still knows me well. if u r reading, YA la got someone la. haha. but i dono how to explain to u. haha. meet up liao den tell u again. but u got bf liao, abit difficult. haha.

Past few days, msg was weird. A weird feeling, u can sense it by reading urself. maybe i keep stressing the word LIKE. Why things have to happen tis way. i mean why we humans have to react like ta when somethings are said. I already confessed. if u really wanna think, jus think do u have feelings for me, yes, den stop thinking, let me be nice to u, to know u better. if no, den stop thinking still. treat me as a fren. = ) i dono need ur feelings in return. i wouldn't fall deeper for u becoz no point. oki? END OF DAY, jus STOP THINKING and DON APOLOGISE.

can't be together, is it so hard to be frens again? this is wat everyone says. but i always don agree, becoz i always fren fren back wif the ones i love. haha. As long as i know they are happy, i'm happy. same goes for u. knowing things turn out like ta for u, it makes it hard for me to face u. jus wanna know u r happy. Seeing u happy makes me happier. = ) tis saying is not to act wei da or wat but i find it true and seriously i felt ta way. Let nature take it course wouldn't it be better? Time will tell. time not onli heals, it makes wonders and it proves everything, be it truth or fake. i dono where my courage come from but i jus don wanna hide my feelings anymore.

like jiu like, don like jiu don like. IZ saying ( haha IZ = MAN ) well i'm tired, very tired. but still have to train my fittness and all. been playing bball, haha, i'm loving it still! haha. take care hor u. keep smiling la. BIG BIG DE SMILE = )