Wednesday, May 23, 2007
Well, jus had my supper.
Suppose to watch princeless today but went i got there i miss the timing. hai didn't get the chance to watch. IZ and I called Nat, Ming, Bird, Yi, Alwin and B for steamboat dinner. Kai was mad at me becoz i didn't tp his reply. my bad and i'm sorry. He was kind. he forgive me liao. haha.
After dinner we walked to nat and B's office to use their toilet. haha. so lame rite. it was near their office anyway and it was cleaner. haha. Took cab to Kai's place for Mahjong again. Been playing lately. not bad been winning but yet to win back wat i lost. didn't feel good since sunday. i dono why oso. Kai's know me well, IZ too. they read my mind and heart. luckily i did talk to them.
Hai, wat am i thinking lately. wat do i really want. Kai say it's simple, u want it u go for it, if not jus give up. i oso dono wat i'm scare for. falling again? haha it's already been broken so many times why now? is not i'll feel hurt is i'm scare of hurting others. Well let nature takes its course. wat is meant to be it was meant to be. i'm feeling better now. Ride kai's bike was good. had fun too. thanks man even tho u didn't really want to lend me the bike.
;I'm living wifout u;.
2:49 AM